i feel
too lazy to express desire.
something is wrong
around the nose/throat ducts.
maybe it's permanent.
mostly could be.
more eggs tomorrow.
i didn't ask for much
the entire time i was a child.
if a person ever showed me interest,
and i'd have to lie to say that
no one ever did,
i would play it off in a way
that was cooler than anything else
i've ever done in this life.
cooler than what befits me.
it still fits me.
please hold this thing.
it's sick, it doesn't feel well,
and i want to know what you would do about it
if nobody asked you to.
