BUT NO

i could do everything that i'm not going to do.
for instance, watch a movie once
and if it's worth rambling about then for a second time
that takes an entire day
of rewatching rewinding gathering and writing my ultimate thought
and calling every one of my friends to ask their opinion of the movie
then spending a day evaluating the effect of each opinion on the
ultimate thought i built
then casually dismantling my ultimate thought
and eating the edible part
and going to sleep in excited fits of dreams
knowing i will do another movie tomorrow
until death.